The courage that I long for…
May 28, 2006 by Ame Solitaire
Song: “Bad Day” Daniel Powter
Mood: A little low
Have you ever experienced the moment wherein your decision could affect your life, especially your future, big time but you are sooo afraid to decide? I kinda feel that way now…A lot of things have been happening to me lately and I feel like a dumb girl who can’t make up her mind and decide for herself. I wish I could have the courage to face these challenges that come along my way and not a coward who always try to run away. I wish I could have the strength to move my cheese if there is a chance rather than be scared of the possible bad things that could happen.
God, I hope this is just a bad dream…. and that tomorrow when I wake up I would realize nothing like these have been happening in my life and that everything is OK…I hate the feeling of being scared, being stupid…
If it’s not, please help me get through this…
hi there! life, they say, is really complicated. i myself experienced, have experienced or still am experiencing exactly what u’ve written. i can totally relate. on the brighter side, life is just simple…hard to believe, but truly it is… we decide on many things… but we just have to be brave ‘nough to always know how to face the music!
that’s life! goodluck to everything girl!